Girls Girls Girls
So im confused. Why do girls insist on rubbing it in that they really don’t like you? Like why does Brooke assume that my twitter posts pertain to her? Im so mad that she loves to tell me she hates me. I DON’T CARE! Just leave me alone please. Unless you have something nice to say, don’t say anything at all! And then the girl I like screws me over for her ex, then comes back and apologizes and of course I understand and don’t blame her because I like her a lot and I just want her to be happy. I mean I wish she was happy with me, but if that’s not the case then that’s alright, as long as she’s happy. That’s all I care about. Nana, if you read this…if we can’t be anything, id rather be your friend than nothing at all to you. Please talk to me :/ im always here for you. God, sometimes I just wanna get in the car and keep driving until im so far away that I forget about girls and my feelings. 3 if anyone reads this and understands what im saying, PLEASE; let me know.
Girls, Girls, Girls
So im confused. Why do girls insist on rubbing it in that they really don’t like you? Like why does Brooke assume that my twitter posts pertain to her? Im so mad that she loves to tell me she hates me. I DON’T CARE! Just leave me alone please. Unless you have something nice to say, don’t say anything at all! And then the girl I like screws me over for her ex, then comes back and apologizes and of course I understand and don’t blame her because I like her a lot and I just want her to be happy. I mean I wish she was happy with me, but if that’s not the case then that’s alright, as long as she’s happy. That’s all I care about. Nana, if you read this…if we can’t be anything, id rather be your friend than nothing at all to you. Please talk to me :/ im always here for you. God, sometimes I just wanna get in the car and keep driving until im so far away that I forget about girls and my feelings. 3 if anyone reads this and understands what im saying, PLEASE; let me know.
survey of ‘09
tastexthexfailure:thelyndsikay:
In 09’ did you,
Get the person you wanted the most?
you could say that
Get so drunk you passed out?
few times.
Meet new people?
yep
Fall for someone when you didn’t think you would?
not really.
Get birthday sex?
No.Do drugs?
Alot.Smoke a cigarette?
probably a million.
Paint your nails?
strangly enough, yes.
Lose somebody you love?
yes.
Have to listen to music you did not like?
who didn’t?
Get to the point where you just wanted to give up?
many of times.
Kiss under the stars?
yes.
Go camping?
yes.
Met someone, who you now don’t ever want to lose?
not really.
Ever completely broke down in front of a friend?
can’t say i did.
Do a dare?
probably.
Get your heart broken?
yes.
Fall asleep in someones arms?
yes.
Miss your past?
parts.
Do something you knew was wrong?
probably every day.
Regret telling someone how you felt?
Never.
Play the drums?
all the time.
Fall in love?
was in love.
Lose or gain a bestfriend?
both.
Go to school?
duh.
Fall down stairs?
yes.
Get high?
every day.
Get into a fight?
yeah.
Hurt yourself?
Mhm.
Go to the beach?
yeah.
Lose something expensive?
cell phone.
Get any piercings?
left ear.
Get any tattoos?
No.
Told someone other than family that you loved them?
Yes.
Done something illegal?
If i got high then duh.
Ever give up on someone?
not really.
Have more than 5 boyfriend/girlfriends?
hell no.
Now tell me what kind of state you were in when we came into 09’?
wasted?
What kind of state will you be in this newyear?
wasted.
Bold all the things you’ve done in 2009
1. Dyed your hair an odd color.
2. Went skinny dipping.
3. Bought something you didn’t need.
4. Snuck out of your house.
5. Became obsessed with a song no one knew.
6. Learned a song on your phone with your keypad.
7. Knitted something.
8. Ran a mile.
9. Fell in love.
10. Said, “like yeahh” too many times.
11. Lost your closest friends.
12. Got into a fight with someone you loved.
13. Climbed a tree.
14. Did something you said you wouldn’t.
15. Figured out who your real friends were.
16. Graduated High School.
17. Shopped online.
18. Created a tumblr.
19. Got addicted to tumblr.
20. Realized who you truly are.
21. Sang karaoke.
22. Flew across the world.
23. Performed in front of a large audience.
24. Met someone you found online.
25. Found a new band you now love.
26. Realized that Kanye West essentially sucked.
27. Got drunk.
28. Got high.
29. Spoke to a police officer.
30. Realized everyone is a hypocrite.
31. Panicked over something stupid.
32. Failed a class.
33. Fell out of love.
34. Played a video game for hours straight.
35. Spent time with your family.
36. Ate dinner alone.
37. Cried in the shower.
38. Gained a new family member.
39. Shot off your own fireworks.
40. Made a snowman.
41. Got yelled at for no reason.
42. Waved at people you didn’t know in passing cars.
43. Sat on tumblr all day.
44. Changed your entire look.
45. Had sex.
46. Ran outside naked when it was freezing out.
47. Made your own fire.
48. Laughed at something that made no sense.
49. Fell asleep on the phone.
50. Told someone you loved them.
I hate my mom.
She seriously thinks she’s right about everythong. You can’t tell her she’s wrong, EVER! even if she’s completly 100% wrong, she’s right. WTF!?!? I’m seriously so sick of it, I can’t live here anymore without literally putting a bullet in my head. What would you do? I NEED HELP
